Thoughts Of An Optimistic Pessimist

what's life? -without these little tensions and fears?
what's life? -without the feeling when you overcome all blocks?

there were days when i really felt lost and defeated, there were days when i felt no energy to fight back, and there were moments that made me cry, but again, there were these people who never wanted me to quit, accept defeat and cry.. there were hands held out for me to walk, and shoulders to support me, and there were friends who left me amidst all the probs.. there were people who i wished if stayed for long ! and look, there are some left, there are some moving away, and there are some who dont care !

at this moment of time, i know, there were things known and unknown to be, but, there is something that you know, that who you are ! so finally its time i move of, from the residues and left outs of the broken relationships, and making sure, those stays worth staying and those leaves worth leaving ! its never easy leaving people behind you in life especially when you are so close to them, and again, its not easy to move on after leaving some people. it definitely creates some void in you, it does generate the incomplete feeling in you, but in the end, realize, its your life, and you decide the way you leave it, either mourn for those who never knew you, or live for those who even understood your silence. !

relationships in life is such a complicated thing to understand, at times you feel so good to have all relationships around you, and at odd times, you thirst to be left alone. life is never complete and worth when you neglect relationships, but make sure that the relationships you keep are indeed relationships !

oh yes, its time i quit writing nonsense.. its worthless to read.. i just graved my thoughts, anger and feeling of insecuruty here :) after all its my place to grave things that i am bothered about

P S : its election time here, and i get to vote my first vote ! voting on seventh november and i hope and pray that no blood shed occurs this time and no violence is created as well..yup yup kannur is known for the political feuds and assassinations!

P P S : i finally won the battle with bsnl, i now on a new modem and i plan to purchase an additional modem soon, with increased range for wireless !

P P P S : there are some photographs kept ready to post here, but wait until my tele lines are reinstalled. i dint pay the bill as they took time to solve my issue, tommorrow its all gonna be settled

P P P P S: എല്ലാ മലയാളികള്‍ക്കും ഹൃദയം നിറഞ്ഞ കേരളപ്പിറവി ദിനാശംസകള്‍..

10 Shared Thoughts:

Hasna Fathima said...

Those worth staying must stay and those worth leaving must leave!
About life, I am learning so much from you..
Take care,
be strong..
have a nice week ahead..

Mind Writer! said...

To me blogging was something which helped me to talk to myself in vague words and eventually led to sort myself out. Later I somehow lost the skill to write vaguely, I think because of knowing that many people are gonna read it. Or may be what if everybody reads it and don't understand! Too concerned with readers, I mean. Nice to see your vague post. Inspired me to reinvent vague writing. Thanks!

Malayalam alphabets seem to have very difficult curves! But looks good. Sad, couldn't read it. :(

I have a favourite quote by Robert Frost. "In three words I can sum up what I've learned from life: Life goes on!"

Take care!

Congrats to you for being a voter. You are officially grown up! :D

Chocolate Lover said...

nice post..that's wat happens in relationship..actually seems like you stole my thoughts.. i was also thinking about it.. ;p

One more thing, plz don't laugh but just wanna ask wat does P.S. stands for ? o_O

Chocolate Lover said...

btw you have been awarded..

Manivannan Sadasivam said...

***make sure that the relationships you keep are indeed relationships !

That's a lovely thought shravan ;-)

Btw, congrats on your first vote :-) I'm 24 and have not yet cast my first vote :D What a dutiful citizen, you see!

Also, congrats again on the war you've won!

And..and...congrats again for the award you've received too :-)))

take care mate!

Shravan RN said...

@ Hasna Chechi
:) that made me smile eeeeee and yup :) now dont give the label of your teacher too :)

Shravan RN said...

@ Lopa
that was one lengthy comment indeed !this blog, well i know its a public place, but its mine ! haha..so no worries about what i pen down here, i admint, one must care for the readers, and what you feed them with, but let me be an exception,hehe :) and wow.. that did sound great when u said me inspired :)

and malayalam alphabets do have the curves and reading them is not an easy job :P :P

and yeah, life goes on. will tc dear and vote !

Shravan RN said...

@ Chocolate lover
oh yeah? we share it then :D and thank you for the awards dear. and ps, at your comment box :D

Shravan RN said...

@ Chocolate lover
for me ps is something like, personally saying :D lol :)

Shravan RN said...

@ Mani
thank you mani.. mera yeh feeling hein ki,relationships act as threads that bound life,it either gotta be thick,or it shouldnt exist.. letting go of a relationship aint an easy job right?
and voting, tell me when havent i wanted to do? and poor bsnl, they lost :) and thanks for the congrats, cheers :D
you too tc, n have a great week ahead

Post a Comment

agree... disagree... like... love... hate... what ever you feel, have your say.. your comments are always welcome, and much valued

Penned to Life by Shravan. Powered by Blogger.
Back to Top