this pic is again, one of my favourite shots.. published in the other blog last year.. using it as a filler here for now. i am busy and lost.


The Art Of Using A Pen

i just loved the handwriting of that girl..class 8th and she writes like prints.. and i have always admired those with this skill of writing neatly, beautifully and in speed.. during my school days, there was this guy Rinto who writes and draws like prints.. he is one talented artist.. and then there is unnikrishnan who drew my bio records during 11 and 12th classess. he is too quick to draw and he draws it neatly :) and then in college, i love the handwriting of my buddy rahul and then my class mate nimisha.. rahul has this fancy writing style thats too handy when you want to write on the desks..

so why am i talking about the handwriting styles now? yeah the 8th standard girl.. i met her in the bus this evening.. she had a load of books in her bag and and another load of project reports and assignments in her hands.. so she asked me bro will you please hold this.. and i did hold all the project reports... and it was then this well written paper caught my attention.. and a quick word on the academic field here.. seriously this sucks.. calling off all the exams and the grading system will ruin the students life.. i have no offense about the grading system and i find it better than the ranking system.. but with no exams. i somehow cant digest it.. or may be upto primary classes, there is no need to conduct the exams.. but after that, they are to be access, their skills are to be checked.. may be the examination pattern should be altered and open book tests can be conducted. and more just educating them, its time our system start breeding better citizens.. its time the system focus on the character and personality too..

and looking at the last weeks newspaper report saying majority of the students from my university failed to clear the prilims for some job placements for their poor communication skills.. and thats one area that the academic system should focus on.. and its not the fault from the students side only that they lack the communication skills.. the way they are taught at schools and then at higher schools.. i have had teachers who taught me in my mother tongue when i was supposed to be taught in english.. i have had teachers who never said a malayalam word too..

oopss.. been beating around the bush right? sorry.. so was talking about handwritings.. yeah.. let me sum it up.. writing is an art and not everyone is blessed with this skill to write neatly.. there are some people who create their identity by their writing skills ..

and till yesterday i slept with laptop and mobile on one side.. head phones and usb drives on the other side.. charges and cds next to it.. wow wow wow and from today am sleeping with books around.. electromagnetic theories on one side.. communication systems on the other side micro processors and computer technologies as well.. adn then the project and problems eating my head.. all together life is fun :)

Happiness All Around

last 2 days and counting.. i feel so happy.. so happy about the way things go around me, the way things happen to me and the way my life is.. its truly happiness all around.. i have never been in this kind of a great mood for months.. from the day with friends roaming around the town to till now.. i just feel so good.. so great.. so so fine.. i just feel like life has LIFE in it.. and its a great feeling to have connected always.. everytime you think of someone and they just call you text you.. and everytime it happens.. and it feels so great :) life is good :) :) cutting short it with one of my favourite photos of the last day around the town..


The Superior Scribbler Award

Eid Mubarak
wishing all the bloggers, all the readers, all the followers and everyone else
a day of all joys, all merries and all fun..
may Allah listen to all your prayers and may all your prayers be answered.

i was surprised and shocked to read my name there in Artz page but then came the smile on my face, seeing the reason.. i never knew out of the box topics could bring me an award :) so Artz thank you so much.. this award comes with certain rules..

1. Each superior scribbler must in turn pass The Award on to 5 most deserving blogger friends.
2. Each superior scribbler must link to the author and the name of the blog from whom he/she has received The Award.
3. Each superior scribbler must display The Award on his/her blog, and link to this post which explains The Award.
4. Each blogger who wins The Superior Scribbler Award must visit this post and add his/her name to My Linky List.
5. Each Superior Scribbler must post these rules on his/her blog.

so now i have to pass this award to five people.. as always.. a tough job to do :(..
1. Hasna - for the lines that took me to my childhood, for always being there on my g talk window.
2. Mahesh - for the stories he published, for coming back to blogger after a break.
3. Pulkit - for the poems and the emotions filled in them.
4. Vyshu -again for the lines she write.
5. Princess Caspian - for the i want to live again post of her.
P S :Next time i am not going to select five bloggers.. instead i will pass to all blogs that i follow and read.. its a tough job selecting five, from a limited no of selections.

P P S : Bsnl sucks.. Bsnl sucks.. Bsnl sucks..
P P P S : ek post neche hein :) and that comment there, well, that just lifted my spirits for the day.. and its time i leave for the function at my friends place..



of all the love, lust and passion,
drained my heart is now,
as you walked away from me,
to the open hands of your new found love.


in your eyes, i see the passion
in your words, i find the love
resting in your arms,
i know what falling in love means.


in your eyes, i see the plague
of my questions of your past
but for once, listen to my heart's say
“I want to do with you what spring does with cherry trees…. ”

the last line by Pablo Neruda, “Every Day You Play”, from Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair(1924)

P S : Creating my own ways in writing.. broken heart and new found love..

PPS : Thanks to my Virtual Twin Jinju for telling me about Pablo's Lines..

PPPS : I am bored.

The Story Of An Evolution

All it began 8 years ago... 8 years ago this chick reached my hand, she was with me for the 4 years that followed before she died a sad, slow paining death.. First her eyes went blank... then her memory was lost and finally she dead... she was one fat lady... but easy to handle... and then came this good looking bitch... Wide eyes and a warm voice, with not much of memory... but she had the common sense... and then this girl came... she has been there, around for some time before she entered my life... she was around my uncle till then... and now, just a 2 days before, this new chick enter my life.. She is slim, she is hot and she is perfect... and she is my love for ages...

Thinking about all the girls? Thinking of me a flirt? Well, listen... this is the story of an evolution... the mobile evolution... 8 years ago and I started using a nokia 3310... The bulkiest phone to have made then... but still I was cool... you can throw it drop it catch it play with it and it was soo easy to use too... and that phone is my first phone to use.. And it died a sad death, its display going black all of a sudden and its battery was all dried up of the fluids and then it dead...

Then come the nokia 3230... That was one of the best phones to purchase a 5 years ago.. it wasn’t that bulky, it had a decent 1.3 mp camera and the only things to compromise was its single top mounted speakers and the 5mb internal memory space.. trust me, if it had at least a 50 mb internal memory and a decent speaker, it would have been the best phone that nokia produced till then..and with the options to use memory cards and filter and arrange all the files, it served my purpose.. that phone witnessed the beginning of my relation with my ex and served me the purpose of all calls and texts..

And then with college starting, it was necessary that I start using another no. and then idea had the best offer to give with its my gang prepaid.. with that sim in my hand, it became necessary that I start using another phone.. and then came this phone, an nokia 8250.. this one belonged to that black and white phones, slum and handy, with an additional feature of IR.. soon it proved its age and the battery was soo weak..

Soon after it, a new phone was my need.. more that that I was an emergency for me to have connected with the so called girlfriend then :D and then I purchased my favourite phone with my own money.. again nokia.. a nokia 1650 with a radio and torch light.. and all I needed was a phone that would have a good battery life.. with this phone aimed at the middle and lower class Indians, it just served the purpose and it was a tough phone.. I can throw it dumb it drop it.. I will go on working..

But almost 4 months ago.. my 3230 stopped working.. with its memory filled by all text messages and the phone’s software having survived a virus attack dumped me.. and ever since that, I have been relying on the same 1650.. and it proved good though the memory part played its part.. every time I chat through texts.. after a 50 texts it shows memory full delete some data..

And its then my mom told me, you can buy a new phone I will give you the cash.. oh boy oh boy.. mom I love you.. and then came this offer from my uncle that he would get me the phone.. guess what? He just did it.. and here I am using my new phone a nokia e 75.. trust me, its just awesome.. all I had to compromise this time, again was the sound.. this one doesn’t have the sound of an n series, but this is even more slim.. and with all the features, I love this phone..

And this is the story of an evolution.. the mobile evolution.. from nokia 3310 through nokia 3230, nokia 8250 nokia 1650 to nokia e 75.. so now you know which brand of mobile you should get me on my birthday.. and here you go with the first image from the e75.. :)

the free fall picture
and this phone comes equipped with a Wireless LAN, 3.2 MP camera, 3G, full keyboard on slide and its the business phone you need :) and 3.5mm audio jack, you can connect it to any output audio device :) and its all metallic..



of all the fragilities i saw in life,
your heart proved stiff.

Love | പ്രണയം

വിരിയാറായ പൂമൊട്ടും,
വാടിവീണ പൂവും,
ഒരു പുഞ്ചിരിയും,
ഒരു തുള്ളി കണ്ണുനീരും,
എന്റെ പ്രണയത്തിന്റെ ഒടുക്കവും,
ഓർമകളുടെ ജനനവും..

a bud to bloom,
a flower to fall,
a smile on lips,
a drop of tear,
the end of my love,
the birth of memories...

P S : its time for me to start using spects again. it felt good, not writing the exam. been to the eye specialist this morning.
P P S : attempting to write short stories, and so, you might want to have a look at the previous post.



With his heart broken, he knew where to find solace at. Next morning, as he was driving to native, he saw the road covered with fumes and smokes from the near by ground. Reaching home, seeing all tear-filled eyes, he knew, she has found solace at the hands of Mother Nature.

so i am in a great mood today.. sucked at the exam hall.. but still i feel so good this evening and i have found new reasons to visit a doctor. a broken ankle, dried tear glands and a bad backbone.. and well, no more driving for 3 months.. last weeks accident was a bit serious than estimated. one more paper to go and well, i think, i must write it without preparing.. haha.. seriously, i am in an awesome mood today :)

PS : i guess, i am gonna flunk in a paper, or may be two, first time in college.
PPS : i have now gained my confidence that i can do better in exams and all i need to do is to put in some more efforts.
Artz, thank you for the award, i saw my name there.. at there soon :)

Loneliness | ഏകാന്തത | Broken Heart

നാലുചുവരുകള്‍ക്ക്‌ ഉള്ളിലെ ഏകാന്തതയില്‍,

അറിയാതെ പറഞ്ഞു പോവും,
പുറം ലോകം എത്ര വിശാലമെന്ന്..

പുറത്തിറങ്ങുമ്പോള്‍ അറിയുന്ന ഏകാന്തതയിലും,
ഒറ്റപ്പെടലിലും മനസ്സ്‌ മന്ത്രിക്കും,

ചുമരുകള്‍ സുരക്ഷിതമാണെന്ന്.

നിന്റെ ഹൃദയം വെട്ടിമുറിച്ചു കടന്നുപോവാന്‍,
ആരും വരില്ലെന്ന്.

Confused? Malayalam, well someone said, i express better in Malayalam.. so this ends my mourning about all happenings in my life.. or may be one more post to follow.. and so wondering what all these lines and foreign languages are.. well, this one came from the status message of Anupama who writes at Sincerely Yours..

" in the loneliness of the four walls...looking at the rising waves.."

in the loneliness of the four walls,
it may seem, the world a wider space
and once thee enter the world,
feel the loneliness and isolation

thy heart may sing,
better was the four walls.
none will enter in, to break
thy heart and then move on.

P S : how do you feel to be blank about tomorrow's exam and you still manage to be online chatting and browsing?

Through the Shades

ok.. its one week since i am doing only the tags and awards stuffs, one week since i lost my peace, but now, its fine.. i feel like i am ready to go.. so what happened? well nothing.. just realized that there are people who can break the trust you put on them, and its not easy surviving when you trusted that person beyond the limits..
as in my mom's words, there are two things that cant be gained back as it was initially, one is love and the other is trust.. ohk.. well, i leave apart the love stuff :) and i completely agree with the trust part.. you will never earn it back, once to broke the trust and the concord.. and i am not writing about trust and stuff.. no no.. i am not.. anyways life has to go on..
and well, actually this post its a photo post.. this following pic one of my favourite pics.. i just love it and its been my desktop background since i took it long back in 2005.. and this happen to be one of those zoom beyond optical shots i took so well, learning to use a camera.. and the pic quality isnt even fine, but with just a 5.1 MP cam, u can guess how clear it would be :)

enlarge by clicking on it.. this looks a bit odd in reduced size

PS : exams again.. from tomorrow to wednesday..

PPS : anyone using a fujistu laptop?



fragrance of lust,
sweat of pleasure,
and to seal,
a passionate kiss.

Realisations Again and A Tag, Again !

i am afraid of death.. phew.. what a feeling.. to be drained of air, paralysed and lost, damn it was tough.. phew.. and there i mourned, cried, breathed and then came back again.. beaten and broken and then the pain..am frightened to die.. or otherwise this would have been time that i am taken to the graveyard.. and now, on second thoughts, that was foolish of me to think all the mess.. true i was played. true, i was beaten and broken, but you aren't the only person in my life.. you are my past.. and its time i move on. you played me, and now, its pay back time.. and i guaranty you no wounds and no hurts, but you shall be paid ! you aren't hte person for me, nor am i the person for you. and right now, its time, i move on..

am beaten, but not killed; i am broken, but not dead, no matter what, life has to go on !

and now, lets play the game of life..

ok.. enough of talking about things personal. i am done with ! and now, lets get back to life.. and leo, am ready to do your tag, and i am glad to have found a tag :D i dont have to think much when i do a tag.. and thus my mind and brain can still relax and get over...

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn on page 18 and find line 4 – ‘Yes,’ he replied, looking at his watch. – One Night @ The Call Center, Cheten Bhagat.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can & catch air? – Yes and now what?eat it?

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? – Tensports, Ind NZ cric match.. Dravid is still one great fielder at the slip, his batting sucked though :)

4. Without looking, guess what time it is? – 8 10 am?

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? – 7 47 am, woohooo, almost close..

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? – Mom screaming Shravannnnnnnn… phone ringing… and radio news…

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? – last night, to visit my granma.

8. Before you started this Q&As, what did you look at? – I checked my pulse rate.. does that count? No? I checked Leo’s blog to see the tag.

9. What are you wearing? – trousers and a sky blue shirt..

10. When did you last laugh? – yesterday till evening with the 3 year old kid niya around.. she is a sweet heart.. hold on a min… must attend this call…

So the answer is, right now.. and I am still laughing..

11. What is on the walls of the room you are in? – nothing.. not even paint..

12. Seen anything weird lately? – yeah, seen people moving out of persons lifes, just like that.

13. What do you think of this quiz? – its lengthy..

14. What is the last film you saw? – ummm…. hmmm…. hrrr…. I don’t watch movies from movie house.. sensitive ears... from home, i think its transformers 2

15. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy? – Poison.

16. Tell me something about you that I dunno! – I am a vegetarian.

17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? – Politicians, they suck big time.. enough of seeing old monk(ey)s hanging on to the top.. and may be, may be india can have constructive dictatorship..

18. Do you like to Dance? – yup I do, but well, I make a bad dancer

19. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? - Sheetal

20. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? – Raihaan

21. Would you ever consider living abroad? – sure, but not to settled down.. go there, work,( money matters) come back and settled at home.. where else do you get this air, the smell of the soil and the rains?

22. What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? – with your imperfections, you managed to make it count.
i leave this tag open for all those who prefer to do it.. try it, its fun.

P S : I will have to switch to Tata Docomo.. she took one and now she is around all the time and I am loving that. With you around, life’s good sweet heart.. love you. And now you know why I laughed.

P P S : it wasnt easy Leo, my lil brain had to work hard :)


Lost In Thoughts

gone for good.. with my heart broken, bleeding and trust dead, my feelings and emotions crunched and washed away, with my sould being played, i am gone for good.. will be back if i can live the fight of life and death, if i can hang on to life and if i can be me again, back, to normal, as a human.

3 years of my life and this is what life had in store for me. gone for good. gone to fight and gone to struggle. life sucks !
Farewell to the soul of mine.


ste, thank you for the tag.. this one just serves the need of a filler here.. :) and phew ! its all tough again.. exams on one side, Ind-NZ-Lanka tri series on the other side.. mock test on tomorrow and match on today.. what to do now mate? wish if i could of and purchase an LG monitor tv the MTV.. so thats the tag all about.. the brand tag.. this time around, no images about the tag.. straight to the point.. my brands.. or the brands i use :

My Perfume : Axe

My Watch : Fastrack, Sonata and Omega

My Mobile : Nokia

My Laptop : Compaq

My Eye Gear : fastrack

My Jean : Lee

Desktop monitor : LG

Desktop Processor : Intel

Shoes : Woodland

ste, you said abt pen and pencil, i got more to say :P

My Pen : Cello [Parker if i need to sign]

My Pencil : Nataraj [its still cheap]

My Ruler : Camlin Exam

My Eraser : Apsara

My Sharpener : Nataraj
and i further tag, you ! yes, you !


Freaking Fabulous

and there is my third award from Leo, the ameture poet as he calls himself.. and this awards comes with a tag.. oh btw, i am too blank and i like these tags. and there are these rules as well to follow.. and Leo, feels so good to be one in the selected five :)

Rules :
1. List five current obsessions.
2. Pass the award on to five more fabulous blogs.
3. On your post of receiving this award, make sure you include the person that gave you the award and link it back to them.
4. When you post your five winners, make sure you link them as well.
5. Don’t forget to let your winners know they won an award from you by leaving a comment on their blog.

ohk.. now lets roll with the 5 obsessions..

1. Blogs & Templates, Gmail, Orkut & Face book and google talk & Y! M:

that makes my virtual world, a lot more happier place than the place that i live in, and all that i miss here is a dad mom and a sweet heart..

2. Travelling :

i love that.. no matter to where and when.. a jean, a wallet, two mobiles, some cash in wallet, atm card, train and busses, better if 2 companions, torch, a bag, some towels, air, water and camera.

3. Chocolates, Coffee and anything sweet:

you can win my heart with a handful of chocolates or a cup of frozen payasam.. adn coffee, no brands, no choices, 500 ml twice a days thats my pic.. hot coffee, mixed with some added sugar and milk, brown color and better if choco mixed :)

4. Mobile :

with 26,500 free texts per month, you can guess how addicted i am to my mobiles. oh btw, am counting my days, 20th sept 2009 and i get my new mobile from my uncle.. not a great one, its just an E 75 ! and by accepting that, my debt count raises to a sum of two lakhs, twenty five thousands and nine hundred rupees, including my browsing bills that my mom paid :)

5. My Watch :

that is my addiction. with out my watch, i cant sustain.. it feels so void without my watch of my left arm.. and with my efficiency to keep time, it is an essentiality that i keep my watch, with me always, better if allow when i am buried as well.. who knows if i will be late to reach heaven, heaven for sure !

ohk.. now lets follow the final rules.. award five bloggers.. tough and tricky.. ohk.. well, lets do it

Rahul Anand

and finally, here is the much awaited award :P
P S : my girl is beautiful, she is caring and she is cute.. what a day with her around, and yet another absent day at college, that too on reopening after the break :) love you :)


the biggest mistake i did in my life till now was my class 12th results. was my faith on people that they will changed in a better way one day. proved wrong.and now, here i stand, with this mask put on, of fake smiles and fake emotions. i am no more the one you so far knew and nor will you ever see me the same way again.

P S : i am yet to learn the wonderful arts of
1. Time Management
2. Money Management


Customer Care

wow.. it felt so good shopping today. it felt so great meeting you sissie.. and it felt awesome walking in the rain with you.. and in the end, bloody you called to spoil my mood and a great day ruined in the end.. i would have written this day as a diary not if ever your call didn't happen.. you got on my nerves. suck it ! that went a bit personal in the end, again ! never mind :D

ohkk.. the break is over.. its college from tomorrow and exams from Monday.. and this time around, i feel so good to have prepared half the portions well in advance.. so what next? assignments for tomorrow, pending, seminar report for tomorrow pending, uniform for tomorrow, still in washing machine, books, near my table, bag, missing, spectacle broken, wallet empty, mobile charging, but no balance.. and finally, exam fever.. oh oh.. well read
this post by sujo about exam fever..

so customer care.. phew.. it sucks big time.. oh oh..
read this by leo first. leo sahed i had this thought in mind before reading yours and thus i am also posting almost the same stuff, no offense right?
been to this bsnl customer care centre and airtel post paid office.. my idiotic cousin brother activated some gprs stuff in bsnl post paid what next? service not active and billed rupees per month.. and then
tring tring..
welcome to bsnl service.. dial 1 for this 2 for that.. dial 9 to speak to a customer service officer
beep beep...
CO :hello how may i assist you sir?
ME :listen, i have this problem...
CO :which no. are you calling from sir?
ME :944703****
CO :which district sir?
ME :Kannur
CO :ok..
ME :listen, i have this problem, there is some gprs facility activated in this no and now i want it deactivated. tell me how please..
CO :hold on a second please
ME :ok.
bsnl tunes....... repeat...
CO :thank you for waiting sir, i am sorry there is no option to deactivate it from here sir, please visit the nearest customer care centre
ME :thank you (fcuk off you idiot)
CO :thank you for calling bsnl services sir, have a nice day
ME :hit the red button !

and then there i leave to the town.. reach the CCC and enter in
CO :hello
ME :i want this gprs stuff disabled now.
CO :starts promoting the service
ME :(pissed off) it isnt working ! i want it deactivated
CO :starts promoting again
ME : stop it and get me a form pleaseeee.. i want this deactivated.
CO hands over to me the form, i fill it and return back
CO :it will take 48 hours to get the service deactivated
ME : its fine and thank you.

and then i went to the airtel office with this intention of disconnecting my postpaid connection.. true it was serving me a lot, reduced call rates, free texts and promotional packs, it was a better deal, but last time around they billed me for some services i never used and when i called, the answer was, the service has been changed.. the plan you were using is no more.. suck it again ! i was supposed to be informed.no offense, it is well said that the right to alter the plans remain with the provider and its not necessary that they let the users know. but still.. it sucks to pay for a service that i never used. and then all i had to ask him was, how to disconnect this no no? i am done using this..

and there it was all quick.. they gave me a form, i filled it, they took it back, i had some amounts to settled and i settled it, boom.. my connection is gone.. and again, time time period of 24 hours to deactivate the sim remains.. no harm i guess..

and finally i am back to my prepaid numbers.. 1 bsnl prepaid that sucks big time with the services, 2 airtel prepaids, 1 vodafone prepaid, 1 reliance prepaid and finally an aircel and an idea prepaid. i own only the bsnl and airtel prepaid sims.. the rest are all my friends connections, but i use it all.. :) pheww.. feels so good to be prepaid.. i have the control on my money.. guess i will reduce my tele bills of 3.2K to 3.8 K to some 0.5 K maximum by next month.

and one more customer care story to share.. this time its with uncles fujistu laptop.. its 2 weeks that its screen blanked out and i called all the cc nos from pune- bangalore - delhi- calicut and everyone has this to say : you warrent period is over..duh !! i knew it was over and what i wanted was a solution for my problem.

call 1.
ME :hello fujistu care?
HE :hello good morning how can i help you?
blha blah blah
you warranty is over
ME :i want a service
HE :i will give you one contact no.
ME :ok
notes the no. down and the listens to the beep beep.. that idiot put the call down.. that was at bangalore..

call 2.
same dialogues... and this time around he gives me this contact no for calicut office..

call 3.
calling calicut which is supposed to be the service centre.. and again i listen to this : you laptop is out of warranty period
ME :what ever, am asking for a service
HE :call tomorrow.
and then he puts the call down.. damn it !

call 4.
ME :hello fujistu care calicut?
HE :yes how may i assist you?
ME :explains the stuff and as soon as i say, listen i have this prob wiht my laptop
HE :please call tomorrow, your service engineer is on leave.

suck it mate.. not even a loser want to know what the real problem is.. warranty warranty warranty.. to hell with it !

so i said right? i met sheetal chechi today.. and it was fun talking to her and guess what we discussed? politics, indian politics and finally we did conclude that, india needs no democracy but construstive autocracy and constructive dictatorship.. not as hitlor's of mussolini's dictatorship.. something better.. like, a ruler independent of all political pressures and a leader with just one vision to develop india, in all ways, and not to say, indians are the supreme powers.. no no.. we dont need that.. all we need is a nation with all its virtues and cultues kept in tact.
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The Sky, The Tree And Some Useless Rants

one of those pics taken long since..

with the blank state of mind, i had to do nothing else that to travel to the town and come back, browse through my back up discs, clean the mess and plan new stuffs.. and that's how i found this pic clicked in 2006 i guess, along with some photos of school and friends..

school life was fun.. the healthy competitions, the exams, the fun, home works, tuitions, cycle races, cycle trips, crushes, evening class, special classes, matches played, bets won and lost, loving teachers, angry principal, rain driving.. the holidays, it was fun..

as i browsed, i realized what i am missing now.. true friends.. the world around me has changed, developed and grown fake. there were days that we friends sat together moved around, courted girls and then on the last days studied and worked hard for the percentages and what now? true i have the so called friends, true we try to have fun and roam around.. but something is missing.. something is missing.. and the missing is the heart of friendship.. with the age growing, people turn so individualistic :( i am no exception. people turn soo individualistic that they start to tell lies, back stab and what not? suck it mates.. me too no different.. i know what you have in store for me, and guess what? i too have evolved to pay back the same way you treat me !

phew.. well that was a bit personal towards the end..

travelling around the town.. duh... never been this tough.. must award the national highway maintenance groups.. i saw you people repair the roads, taring and metal-ing it just before the elections and with just the rainy season ending, the roads are all in the previous states.. metals chips all around, holes and pits, and sign boards saying damaged road ahead drive carefully.. suck it people..

oh btw, its time to act romantic :P she is at native.. meeting fixed.. sucks that college reopens on the same day and i cant bunk.. submissions pending..i do not want my lecture to write what my teacher wrote during class 12th in my graduation records..

that just explains how punctual and careful i was during my school days.. so this time around, i am gonna be on time, for the first time this year i guess. and then i will have to bunk the afternoon session.. i am so excited about meeting her, after so long, first time after she became my "official girlfriend".. well i am not going to gift you anything girl.. i know who your dad and and how your dad is :P
there is still something missing in my thoughts, some energy and something more..

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PS : it feels so great to be void of thoughts and all feelings, yet to see, listen, talk, hear and learn.

PPS : Teachers Day Greetings.

... and i complete ...

my 50th post.

i and let me celebrate..

and first thing to do is with wish Kajal a happy birthday.. true i dint know it, but wont forget again. chechiee, happy birthday..

ok.. now the celebrations begin.. my award ceremony..

this award goes to:




this award was given to me by stephen, or ste.. and i think its time i let this award fly to many other blogs as well.. and this goes to
Kasabian Girl

this award was given to me by apurva alias appu, for the other blog obnoxious mind. and now, let me make some friends, forever :P
and this award goes to
Sujo Susan
Rahul Anand

this award was given to me by kajal, again at the other blog, and i still remember what she said after giving that :P now, come on accept this from me, the following people
Kajal, yourself

this award goes all those people who left atleast one comment here, all you people who take your time to read what ever i write.

this award goes to all you people who follow me, who take your time to read what ever stuffs i write. thank you from the bottom of my heart.
PS : if ever i left out anyone by any mistake, grab any award you like , if only you think you are worth it :P


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