All Of A Sudden

My Life Changed...
See how my life changed... in just two days, my life is too busy... I don’t even have time to read the news paper in the morning... my days used to be started with that newspaper and morning tea, and I love reading the newspaper starting from the sports page and ending at the political stuff page... I miss reading the newspaper...

And I am bored... am so so so bored that I have given up using orkut, I have started playing farmvillie in face book and I am in need of neighbors.. And I started mafia wars and I need one more family member there too... damn it... I am this bored that I started talking all the quizzes in face book too... and importantly, bored of being bored, I have found a new hobby too… guess what? I have started reading my books... yeah yeah the college books... electro magnetic theories, micro processors, communication systems and computer technologies... and more than that, I got a time table for myself..

I am bored that I made a time table for me saying I will not now browse late nights... I will not stay online after 1 am... And I have decided to bring a smile on my moms face... and yeah... it’s not easy to follow the timetables... but guess what? I have started... and the first thing am doing is not to browse after 1 am unless its necessary... and thanks to dad for saying, you can browse in the morning if you wake up... so that makes the second decision... up from bed by 4. 45 from next Monday :)

Life is changing and so am I... damn it that people started complaining... Shravan you have changed... Shravan I am not liking this change in you... I know dear, I am changing, but my soul and heart is still the same... its just that I am evolving, I am being a bit more dependent on me and independent on others.. It’s just that I am controlling my emotions and thoughts and words... and guess what? I am controlling my anger levels too :) am loving this change...

And my relationship status is becoming so clear for me... its not just infatuation... its not just the crush or stuff... think its serious and I am being practical.. And the last break up is helping me to have an almost filled wallet... am saving too... but with out that relationship, I wouldn’t have learned what loving someone really meant... and with all the experience from that relationship, now I know, loving someone is not just hooking up over the phone late nights till morning and then sleeping in class, its not just all those text messages and calls, its not just those ims and offline messages and chat sessions.. And loving is not just you knowing that I love you and I knowing that you love me...

My ex was one gem of a person to be with, but we aren’t destined to be together... girl you still mean to me, and am happy about the way we parted... no tears and no byes.. Be there for me and I will be here for you :)...

" വീണുടഞ്ഞ കണ്ണാടിച്ചില്ലില്‍
കാണാമെനിക്കു പല ഭാവങ്ങള്‍
എങ്കിലും അതില്‍ ഞാനില്ലയെന്ന
പരിഭവം ബാക്കി.. "

22 Shared Thoughts:

Sugandha Gupta said...

haha .... u r nt as bad as i thought u wud be .. wen u lol at me on Rane's blog :)

Shravan RN said...

:) hey :) you took that comment too seriously kya? that was not at you and at the comment.. felt like laughing and hehe hehe thanks for saying that am not bad :) what did you think btw?

morning and have an awesome day :)

KParthasarathi said...

I am glad you have your priorities reorganised and that you have changed.You will be a great sucess in life and you have the skill for it.
Have a great day ahead

Shravan RN said...

@ KP Sir
:)and that brings a smile on my face this morning and i hope it stays for long and i really really pray for myself that i move on in the right track :)

anupama said...

dear shravan,
new year resolutions are great.:)so,the priorities are reorganised.feeling good for u.
as we give grace to others,
we receive more grace in life.
anyone who brings a smile,
on the face of his/her parents,
will be always blessed.
it's a fault belief that ,
only the calls,chats,mails n sms
keep the relations grow;
many times,it is that powerful silence;
that has brought out the best connections in life.:)
but,do remember,
when success comes to you,
it may have a strange emptiness to it,
if your dear ones haven't been part of your life.
and when you have a great guru,
like Partha in your life,
you will be walking on the road of success!
GOD has sent him to you!
as HE thinks better for you!

all the best wishes from the depth of my heart n a great day.....

sawan said...

o m g!! i am in luv with the lines u wrote in malayalam!! awesome lines bro!!

Sugandha Gupta said...

I thought u r rude :P

..Rugma.. said...

chng is wat keep us livin...
NO Comment for the last part of the post!!
Take Care...

Leo said...

good realizations! maybe i need to realize some things too! but i dont seem to be able to do it on time! :D

all the best to keep up ur timetable!

Mind Writer! said...

Loved the post. :)

Thanks for accepting my friend request on Facebook.

Me too bored with my laziness. Being Graduate sucks. I miss those days when I had studies... lol. Two months to go, then my Masters' class would start again! :((

I can never follow a routine, but I'm an expert of making one, never followed even for a day!

I've learned from my life, we should never regret on the past things of our life. Each and every experience gives us a new lesson even if it was miserable momentarily. It makes us mature with some new doors opened for us. Nice to know your views on relationship.

All the very best for everything.

Shravan RN said...

@ Anupama
Actually they are no new resolutions… its just that I am trying to live my life as my mom wants now.. and wow I liked your likes and I have no words to reply, but as I always say, your comments bring such a positive energy to my space. and anupama, thanks for the comments over the chat box, i am glad, you liked the four lines :)

Shravan RN said...

@ Sawan
Saheb.. namasthe :) and thanks for liking the lines Sawan, and glad, I found some one who can read it :)

Shravan RN said...

@ Suga
I am but not always :) but people say I am more sweet than more rude :P

Shravan RN said...

@ Rugma
:) you too tc :)

Shravan RN said...

@ Leo
Haha.. I need that wishes Leo.. but this time, I think I will keep up my TT ! i mean i may, i mean i will try :)

Shravan RN said...

@ Lopa
My pleasure accepting .. I am always accessible dear :) and I am an expert in making routines and TTs :) always have followed them for one or two days, but this time, I think I must.. and yeah, I agree, we shouldn’t regret on the past and we need to learn from the past and get moving and my views of relationship status, range limited to me only and thanks for the wishes.. that was one lengthy comment to reply Lopa dear ..

anupama said...

dear shravan,
beautiful lines in malayalam n you write the verses very well.as you put the quote marks i thought,not yours:)i really loved the lines.
my postive energy,utilise it a i fear the stock may get over very soon.:)
when we decide to do something for the most beloved person in our life,the will power emerges!trust me!
a cool night n good luck.....

Manivannan Sadasivam said...


Shravan RN said...

@ Anupama
:) cleared at the chat box right? and thanks again :) good night

Shravan RN said...

@ Mani

workhard said...

Good that you have decided to change for good..

It takes a lot.. i mean for people to come out of their comfort zone...

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Shravan RN said...

@ Work hard
i agree.. claps :))

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