Contaminated Life

Special thanks to a friend for the line she added. with out your help, this poem wouldnt have been completed.

In her attire tore,
lay she on the floor.
Weeping and crying "mother".
Her face covered in her hands,
shoulders down and eyes wet,
tears rolling down her cheeks,
covered in blood and sweat.
Her lips red, not of lipstick
but of bleeding blood..
A daughter she was

A sister she was and
a hope she was.
A virgin she was but not now.

Nothing left in her,but the life,
a contaminated life of her.
Yet she lived on earth,
suffering and bearing the pain.
White in the dawn and dark in the night,
smile in the morning and grin in the dusk,
the cohesion prostituted her.

Days went past,months went past...
And again a cry was heard "mother"
this time not from her,
but from the kid in her hand.

At The Art Gallery -Travel Tales

This time the spot of my romance was the arts gallery at Trivandrum. The paintings displayed there are awesome. There are two main divisions namely Sri Chithra Arts Gallery and K C S Panicker Gallery. The paintings on display are maintained well and descriptions about each and every picture was given in detail. I have been to the same arts gallery twice earlier. But this time I was more interested to see the paintings, and the reason well I am unknown.

This time I have figured out a new fact, do not know if its true or not, Raja Ravi Varma was a great painter I agree, and what I figured out in his paintings is that he is specialised in drawing eyes. Seriously, when you analyse any picture of Ravi Varma, the eyes are special. There is some sort of air and life in them. I felt as if the eyes were real and there is life in it and the most important and surprising thing I figured out is that the reflection of images in the eyes that Ravi Varma drew. In each and portrait he drew of persons, the most amazing feature I found out is the eyes. All eyes were different but had life in it, had reflections in it.

The display of Ravi Varma’s drawing stand also is an attraction there. Staffs are appointed to take care of visitors and guide them through. The painting “naked woman” is damn amazing, believe me or not, It caught my attention. But my girl who was with me was not allowing me to view that picture for long :P. Still I wonder how he drew that and if it was drawing without a model posing for him, that’s great then and if he had a model, the model girl was damn beautiful.

Certain other pictures that caught my eyes , do not know who painted them all, as there were painting from other painters also on display, are the paintings titled “Seetha Apaharanam” in which even the feathers of the bird was drawn with perfection, even the minute element of the feather is taken to its perfection. Another painting is the “Naughty Wind” where a woman is portrayed walking in the wind, and another painting is the one whose title I forgot which portrayed different dressing styles.

Another addition at the arts gallary is the mural painting section.as all know, in mural painting only natural colours are used and another feature is the dark colours used to paint.the mural paints often depict the pictures of gods and goddesses and they are mostly painted in colours like red,green,brown etc etc.. these paintings are ofter found at temples and other places of worship. certain paintings like this are displayed at the arts galary, which is indeed a treat to watch.

It was fun and romantic to see the paintings with my girl holding my hand and walking along with me, talking to her about the paintings, to see her smile, to see her walk, to hear her talk, to be with her, to care her to feel her care.. I just love the day..

Travel Tales

The summary of my trip.

My desire to visit my girl was on the high ever since my mood was lost. I wanted to be with her for some time and feel the care she has for me. and this dream of mine came true on this Friday and Saturday, we were together at her place, enjoying the romance within us.

I was supposed to visit Sree Vidyadhi Raja Vidhya Bhavan School at Kottayam to get the registration extract of mine and my trip was charted .I has my ticket reserved to Kottayam on 13th of November 2008 in Malabar express. That was an opportunity granted for me. Planned the entire program then. To finish my work at kottayam in no time and to leave to Trivandrum was my plan.And my mission at Kottayam was completed in no time and then happened the best incidents in my life, 8 hours with my girl in todays. It might seem for you, that just 8 hours, but believe me or not, it’s a very lengthy period of time for us. the distance between our place was well above 500 kms.
I am extremely thankful to Karthick, my friend who lend me his bi-cycle to go to the railways station to reserve my train ticket. Thanks to the Valapattanam Railway Station Master, what so ever his name is, for giving me the reserved ticket though I reached there after 5 PM. With out Mithun’s MP3 player I would have been bored in the trip, thanks to him for giving me that player with fully charged battery. I own my gratitude to Smitha aunty who gave me her Sony Ericsson mobile to take with me. Thanks to the cabin crew of Malabar Express, who delayed the train by 40 mins which made my stay at kottayam to happen for a lesser amout of time. Other wise I would have been bored. My sincere thanks to the principal of SVVB School who gave me the document in no time.

I set off from home on 13th evening 7.30 PM, thanks to Hariyettan who dropped me at the bus bay.then boarded the train my 9.15,S2-23 was the sear allotted to me and the there was a mess related to seating in the train and then I was given a new seat, S2-25.The train moved on and on and reached Kottayam by 5.30 AM, 40 mins late.Then had a coffee from there, burned my tongue. Then went out of the platform and bought the newspapers and sat at the seat near to the ticket counter and read newspaper. Feeling hungry went out of the station and took breakfast. Brushing was done from the train itself.by 8.50 AM went to school in an auto and met the principal and gave him the covering letter that I had with me. Then the procedures there was finished in less than one hour.

Reached back to Kottayaam Railway Station by 9.45 AM and the got my ticket to trivandrum central in Kerala Express,paid Rs.57 in the counter. And again the train was late by 20 mins. And my journey started. To my bad luck I entered in to the sleeper class compartment and was later fined Rs.320 to travelling in it using a general compartment ticket. Reaching Trivandrum called my girl and set off to meet her. On the way visited the ATM counter and took money, gave up carrying money with me since the last trip to Trivandrum as my pocket was picked then.

Got into an auto and went to baker’s junction, Trivandrum, then met my girl and friend there, had my lunch with her and the set off from there to some places. I was damn so happy to be with her, to talk to her and to feel her care and the same was her condition. But by 3.30 PM she had to leave. My stay at TVM was arranged by my girl at her friend’s home and he came to pick me up and then that day ended there. On the next day, set off with my girl to places, enjoyed the time with her and by 4,00 PM reached Thampanoor Bus Station, booked my ticket to Kannur and reached back home on 16th November, 7.30 AM.

Why Passive ??

Yeah i know and i remember an article is to be posted on sexual education.. been trying to write that article,infact been trying to complete that article.. just managed to write some two three lines so far.. been busy with life's issue..been busy with the works of college magazine.. been back to my obnoxious mindset, been abnormal these days.. just cant figure out what is happening..

the mood swing has been here with me for long now..been down with general health too and the official issues have been eating up my head.. the correction in date of birth has to be done..and its procedures are..oh..man! better not explain...been trying to get all the necessary documents..and now i have to go to kottayam.. and another trouble also has entered my life.. attendence shortage at college...the mood swing seem to take a lot from me.my mood to sit and study is spoiled now..

and the relationship with my girl friend has always been best and now its better..just feel good to be with her over the phone.. and now the kottayam tripo is showing me an oppertunity to go to her place and have a walk with her hands in hands... this month and the 2nd half of the previous has taken a hell lot of time out of me. i had been kept busy doing nothing.. and my desire to write something new was and still is on the high.. but i am failing to figure out new topics... i have lost my mind somewhere in the midst. i think academics is on my head now.. feel as if the fear is now building.. was doing better last year and this year, academics also was not that much of good fo me.. the first year results are going to be out in the near future and its tension also is there..

and another bad memory has started to haunt me once again.. the memories of the lost past started hauting again.. the 12th results of mine was the worse one could ever have.. towering the 90s in 10th and then fall to th 60s in 12th is a nightmare.. no one to blame though.. that memories still hauting..but the first year at college was better.. my concentration in academics was on the peak.. and this year.. i feel as if i am not working hard.. just cant figure out whats going wrong and wheres going wrong...

hoping for a typical mood swing now.. hoping forward to visit my girl and and return and then to start working hard on academicss.. and my venture to keep this blog rolling will always be there... after all this gives me an identity on the internet.. the feedbacks for the blog has been good soo far.. thanks to rugma.. she has been a regular visitor and a commentator.. but still i lack quality feed backs and blog traffic, may be because the blog is still a normal one.. may me i am not posting something different and unusual..

why passive? is the question that i have been asking myself for long.. why am i ending up with no answers? ahh.. i still dont have any answer !!
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