Random Thoughts

Do not know how the 10 days went.. 10 days of vacation and still cant a single day of it. Well what did I do on these holidays? Studied? Enjoyed? Worked? No I dint do anything. Spent the entire time online. Didn’t even celebrate onam...the only thing in mind is the get together at school and the one night stay and kiran’s house… the get together was awesome… did enjoy well… after that, reaching home a mood swing occurred.. Couldn’t find out the reason till now.. So onam was gone.. Woke up by 10 on that day... Wasn’t feeling the jive on… simply spent time, coming online chatting n all..

And now, the vacation is going to end... This is the last day... The last night of tension free sleep... tomorrow college is going to open… back to those busy days, assignments labs submissions… silly fights and arguments… canteen… oh my god.. exams going to start from day after tomorrow. Thought I will complete my studies during the holidays and the holidays just got over and I am still blank.. oh my god.. what am I going to write now? Electronics? Physics? Computer science? English? Malayalam? Ah.. do not know a single thing…

electronics… well.. k-map.. Boolean algebra.. digital electronics, analogue electronics, differential amplifier .. oh my god.. give me some support… what am I going to write in the analogue section? Physics? Nuclear physics, the bloody derivations.. oh well what’s the beginning of that derivation? Oh crap… forgot what’s the equation like? Optics? Communication? What’s modulation? What’s super heterodyne radio receiver? Oh my god… my book isn’t even complete... Where is the rough note? Oh... Come on.. think... where is the book?? Where is the reference text?? Computer science… java? Thank god there is no VB this time.. ahh.. where is that assignment paper? Where is that programme? Is the s capital or not? Is there a bracket or not?? Oh god… English.. who said that? Othello or Roderigo? Whose soliloquy is that? Othello’s? Iago’s? Who is the villain?which act? Which scene? What to annotate? Who wrote the Lamb? William Blake or William wordsworth? Or is it William Shakespeare? What is the comparition between god and the lamb?? Oh my god… btw how many Malayalam texts do I have? Where is the Photostat copies??

This is going to be a struggle for me.. need to start learning.. oh man.. how am I goin to handle this exams?? And that too two exams on a day… oh my god.. show me so ways…
What did I do in the holidays? Went out side, partied up, fought with girl friend. Ah well.. That was a great fight… never reached up to that limit… happy that it ended well at her mercy… what other things did I do? Chatted.. for what gain? Sat online.. what was the gain? Blogged.. For who? Who is going to read?? Just wasted 10 days… watched movies of no class.. just wasted the time there also…. Should have studied well.. oh my god.. whats the time like?? 9.20 pm? When am I going to start studying then? When am I going to call her then? Btw do I have enough balance in mobile?? Is the head phone in place??


Yo bro don’t bug me now.. )*#!(&#! Cant you see? I am doing my assignment in this computer… you can play come time later on… )_!&#!^( leave me alone you idiot… oh exams on head… the tension is building…

Let me do some thing.. let me take a break. an exam break from all these netting for a weeks time… let me try learning and memorize something for good… oh man.. need to face the English teachers again.. they may not have forgotten the heated arguments.. need to come up with good score.. and electronics… oh god. One is the head of the dept and the other is the class tutor.. low marks? Must have to give explanations of continues class bunks… and bad performance.. will have to take parents to college.. don’t want that to happen.. mom wont stand that… will me stabbed again… oh god… let me stop this netting and go.. let me start learning…

1 Shared Thoughts:

..Rugma.. said...

best of luck....
try hard....
rest.....its ol GOD!!!
btwn,dun take tension coz ur mind wont co-operate....
god bless.....

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